not a good day in hezville

first of all i was soooo tired from being out late last night that i skipped the gym and then was a zombie for the whole day. i mean a fat zombie.

then i IM'd with mom, which resulted in an email to my best east coast friend karen with the subject line "i hate my mom." which made karen respond, NOW what did she say to you?!?! and i was highly irritated the entire rest of the day. tip for mom: i don't need solutions to my problems, i just need my feelings validated.

then i had therapy and cried my eyes out for 45 minutes.

then i quick ran home to get my book for class, which i forgot and shoulda had with me because a) i had to READ chapter two and b) write a paper on it that is due tonight (oops! had two weeks to do it!)

then i got a burrito for dinner. note to self: "super" in burrito world does NOT mean larger, it means it has all the good stuff. sigh.

went to class and was totally grumpy and felt self-conscious because we are being graded on class participation and i haven't talked in weeks because a) i just go the book and b) i haven't started reading it yet.

then i went to sadie's to apply for a bar opening that they have and they are killing me. i stopped in yesterday and asked for the owner and was told she is hardly there come back later tonight and speak to the other owner after 9pm. i had DFA79. so i went back after class tonight and was told to come back tomorrow at 4pm. i better get this job!

i am just emotionally drained and fighting off this cold and am tired and TAR7 is TWO HOURS tonight and i HAVE to watch it (i LOVE the brothers!). and my tummy hurts and i'm fat and i don't know what to wear tomorrow and wahwahwah!

i promise tomorrow i'll be happier and more insightful and reflective. now i am gonna eat peanut butter eggs. yay!