tuesdays

lately, on tuesdays, i'm really sad. i 'm thinking its because i have therapy on tuesdays and knowing that kinda gives me permission to be all weepy, or whatever, and the rest of the week i can kinda keep it together because i don't have that outlet? i have no idea. did someone say outlet? i need to go shopping.

i would really like a new couch. right now i have a futon which just embarrasses me beyond belief. i'm 34 fercrissakes, futons should not be in my life anymore. however, i haven't owned a couch since 2001 when i moved in with my best friend paulie. then, when i left his place, the apartment i had was not conducive to a couch. gosh, i miss that place. but now i have the space for one again and i am looking at this one at ikea. helloooo corner sofa. well gee, i wanted it in this nice brick red they had, even tho after i saw it in white in the ikea showroom i thereafter envisioned it in white in my living room (a white couch would be a big mistake). well, it seems that they don't have it in red anymore. poop.

today after work i am picking up Curt The ITS Boy at my work and he's gonna help me figure out my new wireless router. I can't, for the life of me, get this thing to work. alls i wanna do is connect it to my cable modem so i can use my laptop around my house...like wireless...but the 'structions act like i'm connecting an entire network of computers to the router via one computer that is ethernetted to the router. well that ain't what i got. i can't stand when the directions are all super simple and then you follow everything and then inevitably there is a step that says, click this option under this menu and nowhere on your computer screen is there anything that slightly resembles what is in the booklet. i LOVE that! hahahaha. so, curt is coming over for like, $20. there's my rebate right there. i hope HE can get it to work.

even tho i have an evening of heavy tv viewing: TAR 7, Idol, Starting Over (yay TiVo!) i plan on finishing this tote bag that i started last night. its really easy eventho sewing the bottom on the friggin' thing was near conniption inducing. i got to listen to shudder to think and sing and sew. huh, i was just looking at the website and realizing that they probably broke up. i love nathan, he's hott. (yeah not THAT nathan...i never thought "i love nathan"would ever come out of my mouth again). i love swarthy, guitar boys. hee!