my prayers have been answered!

..and i wish susan miller would post her forecast for april so i can see what it's all about! susan, get on it!

anyways, i'm supposed to be writing a paper and a speach right now for class tomorrow morning, but it will have to wait. plus i think i am going to write about what has happened so this will help me formulate my thoughts.

in other news, after that talk i had last night with A. well, she really put a lot of things in perspective for me regarding life, and wasting time on crap stuff and it got me to thinking. i think i might need to start volunteering somewhere. the other thing is, you know, i'm totally attracted to an emotionally unavailable guy, and well, i'm gonna call that shit out. in fact, i decided to just have fun with it and because i am all fearless now, i mailed him today and was like, yo what's up? he asked me to come to his rock show tonight and i was like, yeah (uh, that sounds like he wants sex) i don't know, i gotta write a paper. i decided i wasn't gonna go, it was just too short a notice. but i said, you know, if he calls me tonight to SEE if i'm gonna go i might go.

guess.who.just.called.

yeah.

dammit.